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HERE IS THE WAY IRIS LOOKED TO ME ON STAR TREK!!!

NOW THIS WAS IRIS IN ALL HER GLORY!!!

DAISY STOTTS, TELLS IRIS!

The Beautiful Amazing Iris-
I miss you every day and still find it hard to believe you're not here. There have been so many times I've wanted to pick up the phone to fill you in on all the crazy everyday life moments and I remember you won't be on the other end of the phone. You are terribly missed and why the world was robbed of such a beautiful person I can never understand. I am truly grateful for ever having such an amazing woman cross my path in this life. I love you and miss you terribly!

We all know you can't have cake without ice cream!!! I love you mama! I miss you terribly!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IRIS!!!!!!!!!! Here's some yummy cake for ya babe!!!

Beautiful Iris! The world is a gloomy place without your beautiful face...

You will remain in our hearts forever and always!!!

Hey sis. Just wanted to drop by your page and show some love. I will burn a candle for you. I celebrate your birthday because you'll never be forgotten. I miss you. Give my Krystal a big hug from daddy.
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Hey, miss you Iris. Wasn't it just yesterday when we all hung out together. Soo much to say, so much left undone.
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Hi sis. I still cant beleive your gone. Holloween's just around the corner. It wont be the same without you.
OX
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Hey sis. Miss ya. Tomorrows my baby's birthday. Tell her her daddy loves her when you see her. I love you both. Look out for each other.
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I miss your hugs, I miss your silly humor, I miss your beautiful smile. I just miss you! I will visit you tommorow and bring you a cute birthday card. Big kiss sis. Love you.
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I miss hangin at your house. Thanks for all the help. I know you and Krystal watch out for me. We'll hang again some day.
Luv ya mucho sis!!

MIKEY TO HIS MOM, IRIS!

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I Miss you everyday Ma....your watching over me and everybody in the family i know you are.....words can even express how i feel...about everything......my heart is with you and soul and mind and everything....you made me. you made eddie...were gonna be the successful men we promised you....ilove you ma.......soo soo much..
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I’m dedicating this writing to Iris my once earthly guide and now very much my spiritual guide for her birthday month.
It was a privilege just to know you and I can never thank you enough for the journey you took me on!! I’m pretty sure we weren’t ready for you!!

Still living your life, even after death....

Everyday I wake up and I’m hoping im dreaming
I can’t believe your not here anymore.
Thinking of the day, they took you away
Why this life to take, why this family to shake

When it’s real, feelings are very hard to conceal
You cannot imagine all the pain that someone can feel
Life isn’t always what It seems to be and
Words cannot express what you meant to me.

It’s kind of hard with you not around,
Knowing your heaven smiling down
Until that day we meet again,
It’s in my heart where ill keep you my friend

On the morning when this life is over,
I know I will see your face again.
On the morning when this life is over
It will be you opening the gates for me
On the morning when this life is over
Ill know your still living your life, even after death

Rafael A. Ramirez
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LISA TO SISTER IRIS!!!

My sweet Dear Sister Iris,I think of you always every day all thru the day!!!I know you can see me and know everything that happiening!!!You are always helping me and Lee and your boys so much!!You are surounding me with so much love and good people!!And such wondeful fun and joyus times. Thank you for Everything!!Word can never decribe my graditude to you!!!And my Deep Love for you!!!I Wish you Love and Happieness and Peace!!!I Miss YOU so much it Unbearable!!!!I'am doing my best to be strong and get better.But honestly. I could have never ever imagined anything like this could have ever happiend to you !!You were Best of us all!!Your Deserved to have everything!!!You helped so many all the time.I am so sorry. I couldn't save you.I'am glad you can see who everyone really is!!!To You to Me to Your baby Boys Amazing!!I wish I could fix everything for you!!I always could befor.I feel so helpless!!I failed you!!I let you down!!I know you want me to be happy!!I am so sorry no one write to you.
I WILL Never forget you!!!!! I Never have!!!!And Never will ever!!!Till the end Time you will have all my love and True Amiration your are the Greatest Sister, Mother, friend ,Madrina and kindest strongest truest most wondeful Soul!!!!!I have ever KNOWN!!!!!THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING!!!!I AM SO GREATFUL TO YOU!!!THANK YOU FOR GRACING ME WITH YOUR LOVE AND YOUR SUPPORT! ALSO YOUR PROTECTION AND WIZDOM!!PUT MOST OF ALL FOR YOUR PRESENTS!!AND BLESSING MY LIFE WITH YOUR LOVELY BOYS!

I KNOW YOU ARE STILL WITH US!!I KNOW YOU CAN SEE EVERYTHING!!
WE FEEL YOU ALL AROUND US!!
WE ALL LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH!
THANK YOU FOR SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING!!
FOREVER ALL OUR LOVE!!
PEACE BE WITH YOU!!
TRULY YOUR BABY SISTER
NILSA LISA ME
XOXOXOXOXOXOX
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I can not beleave all I have learned since you had to go!
It was so true it was always Just me and you! Amazing who really was real! I know your with me and can see everything clearly you always did! Yesterday was very hard the 17th it never easy! And We lost Grama Sept 17 too.I have never gone this long with out hugging you! kissing you or seeing your fabulous smile.Those pretty curls hearing that happy funny Wise voice! There is nothing that could discribe how I feel? Sad Emtpy lost lonely hurt heart broken.You were my everything! You always will be!!
FOREVER ALL MY LOVE
YOUR BABY SISTER
NILSA LISA ME

IRIS
I Will Never Forget You!
I know you are with me everyday!!
I Know you are now in a very beautiful Place Surounded by Love.
I know you are helping me and our True family.I know have reached a very Powerful Place of Light and Strength!
FOREVER ALL MY LOVE
Truly your baby Sister
Nilsa Lisa ME

I hope you know how your birhtday is!!!IT IS GREATEST DAY IN MY LIFE!I AM SO THANKFUL YOU WERE BORN YOU ARE THE MOST WONDEFUL KIND SPECIAL GREATEST SOUL! I HAVE EVER HAD THE HONOR OF HAVING IN MY LIFE!!GOD BLESS YOU MY SISTER!! WE ALL MISS YOU SO MUCH!!I KNOW YOU ARE WATCHING OVER US!!
ALL MY LOVE FOREVER!!
TRULY YOUR BABY SISTER
NILSA LISA ME
XOXOOXXOXOXOXOOXOO
SENDING YOU
HUGS AND KISSES
MY ANGEL
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Thank you for all the Gifts you have given me Iris!! I know you all you have done to help me!! I love you more than words could ever decribe.Thank you for taking care of all of us!!!
All my Love forever!
Your Baby Sister
Nilsa Lisa Me
XOXOXOOXXOXXO

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!
ALL MY LOVE FOREVER!!
YOUR BABY SISTER
NILSA LISA ME

IRIS YOU ARE MY GREATEST BLESSING !!!! I TREASURE YOU!!!!
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Well Iris its hard to believe its already July your birth month and as the days past.I will try do all that I can to get stronger!!!Lord knows it so very hard!!Its still not really believable?? Its still unbearable!!!Life with out your physical presence it real hard!!I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!I KNOW YOU WANT ME TO BE OK!!TO BE STRONG!!TO BE HAPPY!!!!I KNOW YOU DO NOT WANT ME TO LET THE UNIMAGINABLE PAIN OVERCOME ME ANY MORE!!!I NOW KNOW I CAN NOT GIVE UP!!I CAN NEVER GIVE UP!!YOU NEED ME TO TAKE CARE OF THE BOYS AND OUR FAMILY!YOU BE LEAVED IN ME!YOU TRUSTED ME TO CARRY ON FOR YOU!YOU ARE THE LOVELY MOST WONDERFUL KINDEST WISEST BEAUTIFUL WOMAN AND SISTER ANYONE COULD HAVE EVER HAD!!I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET YOU!!I WAS SO BLESSED TO HAVE HAD THE GREAT HONOR OF YOU AS MY SISTER!!YOU LIVE IN ME!AND WILL ALWAYS BE APART OF ME WITH ME!!IT WAS SO AWFUL WHAT HAPPENED!!THE TRAUMA PARALYZED AND DEVASTATED ME!I HAVE TO FORCE MY SELF'S TO MOVE FORWARD AND LEARN TO GROW FROM IT!!!I SURVIVED!!!BECAUSE I KNOW YOU WANT ME TOO!YOU NEED ME TOO! YOU LOVE ME!!I HAVE WAY TO MUCH LIVING TO DO!!!!!AND YOU WANT AND NEED ME TO LIVE ON!FOR US!!YOU AND ME! AND THIS ENTIRE TRAGEDY HAS REALLY OPENED MY EYES TO SEE EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING FOR WHAT IT REALLY IS!!YOU WERE MY ONE AND ONLY REAL BEST FRIEND!!IT WAS REALLY AWAYS ME FOR YOU AND YOU FOR ME!!!ALL THE WAY!!!!YOU WERE THE ONLY ONE REAL PERSON THAT REALLY LOVED ME UNCONDITIONALLY!!I KNOW YOU ARE WATCHING OVER ME AND HELPING ME AND GUIDING ME!!TO HAVE COURAGE AND STRENGTH AND WISDOM AS YOU DID!I ONLY HOPE THAT I CAN BE THE WOMAN OF GRACE AND ELEGANCES AND CLASS YOU BELIEVED ME TO BE! WITH ALL MY DEEPEST HEART FELT LOVE TO YOU MY GORGEOUS SISTER YOU ARE FOREVER IN MY HEART!!!
TRULY YOUR BABY SISTER
NILSA MARIA SANTIAGO
LADY LISA


Iris Thank you for all you have done for me my whole Life!!You are the Most wonderful Blessig in my Life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I know you are with us forever!!I will make you Proud!!Hope your Happy with all we did for your Baby Boy Micheal's Birhtday!!He is so special !!! Thank you.....My sweet Sister
Your Baby Sister
Lisa Nilsa me
I MISS HOLDING YOU! SEEING YOU! TOUCHING YOU! HEARING YOUR LOVELY VOICE!!! I know your still with me.
I wish I could fix everything for you for your boys for us!!! So Sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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IRIS I KNOW YOU WANT US TO BE HAPPY AND STRONG AND ENJOY LIFE!!!!I KNOW YOU ARE WATCHING OVER US!!!!WE LOVE YOU MORE THAN EVERYTHING FOREVER AND ETURNITY!!!
TRULY YOUR BABY
SISTER
NLISA LISA ME
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MY SWEET LOVELY SISTER THERE IS NOT A MOMENT OR DAY THAT I DON'T MISS YOU!!IRIS I WISH I COULD FIX EVERYTHING FOR YOU!!FOR ALL OF US !!ITS HURT SO MUCH!! NEVER EVER WOULD I ,COULD I IMAGINED THIS COULD HAVE HAPPIEND!!!!I AM SO SORRY!!!THE WORLD WILL NEVER BE THE SAME WITH OUT YOU!!!!
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YOU ARE SO Amazing Iris!!!! THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU LOVE AND CARE AND COMFORT!I Know YOU ARE WITH ME!!!
YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I ADORE YOU!!!
TRULY YOUR BABY SISTER
Me
SENDING YOU MILLONS OF HUGS AND KISSES FOREVER !!!!!
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Your are still with us we love you forever!!
you are our Greatest Gift